Assalamualaikum blogger!!!!
Haaaa... Pejam pelik dah masok bulan 2 eh. Sik lamak gik masok bulan posa kta tok. Tapi yalah. Ganti posa lom abis gik eh. Hahahaha. Ada 3 hari gik. Huhu. Mok settle hal lab tok lok bok rasanya dpt posa. Dengan harapan lah tek hahaha. Okay... Kta sama2 husnuzon jaklaaa..
Well mok dijadikan cerita sebulan yg lalu. Hmmm.. Nothing special. Cmya jaklah. Xda pa2. Just mok carik motivation tok gine mok panas ejen polah keja haiyyyy. Agik juak mok honeymoon bak kata Dr. Raduan tek eh. Masalahnya kelak time last minit bok idea ya mencurah2. Kdk time exam juak. Tinggal sejam gik bok ada idea mok jwb soalan ya gine. Ya gik ok sejam. Mun tinggal 30 minit??? Sik kck cta. Jwb jaklaa segan ne mampu. Asalkan sik kosong eh. 1 markah ya teramatlah bermakna bg mok lulus hahaha XDXD
Bah.. Hmmm mesti tetanyak2 nak pahal mek tulis blog ritok? Haaaa.. Hmm... Actually nak, mek rindu kat someone eh. Someone yg kmk xpat mok jumpa. Xtauklah pahal mek rasa mcm xpat jumpa. Kdg2 instinct kmk tok if xmok jumpa someone mesti someone ya ada something wrong somewhere. Mcm ermmm.. Malas mok sebut nama eh. Before tok nya ajak mek mok keluar lunch. Kmk xmok and mala tangguh xtauklah pahal ati tok xmok nemu nya. Tapi xdalah perasaan rindu mok jumpa ya. Just ng xmok jumpa terus eh segal mek kecik ati ngn nya. Yalah.. Ceritanya gitok. Last year bah mek duak contact then mok pendekkan cerita, nya tek tetiba pdh, "Can we just not talk about us first? I want you to focus on your final and be successful person one day...bla2". So mek cam why bah? Nya mcm bukan org yg kmk kenal dolok. He's totally change a lot. Mek bukan bok kenal nya sehari. Dah more than years kenal k? So mek tauklah perange nya cmne. Then mek last2 decide block nya seminggu hahaahhaha XD and xmok contact nya gik. Tup2 suddenly awal taun tek nya chat mek pdh nya waiting for someone to meet me for lunch.... Kepala hotak nya!!! Lepas nya kecikkan ati ku dolok dgn xda rasa besalah nya mok jumpa aku? Pdh tek xmok pike hal mek duak pasya mok ajak jumpa. Ishhh!!!! Pasya tek eh. Tetiba tek nya expose this one girl.. Maybe gerek nya kali after nya fly ke bintulu... Wasehhhhh bkn main gik nya riya xmok rush laaa.. Mok hustle la.. Lom ready for commitmentlah. Eh mcm2 gik lah. Then I realized something...
"A real man that really loves you won't give you any reasons and excuses to be with you..."
Yeah!!! And I just thought of that?! HAHAHAHA. Baiklah. If ya jalan pilih. Go ahead. Mek doakan she's the right one for him until marriage k? Hopefully... Malas mek gik eh org gia. Xpalah. Nama gik manusia kan.. Xpernah jauh daripada plh silap. Xhal lah. Pande2lah nya. Nya dah besar. Dah keja. Hopefully dah matang yeah. Haiyy aku bkn mok cta pasal nya actually but dah terluah. Teruskan jaklah haha. Sorry...
Well.. Sambung cerita tek. Yeah mek rindu nya. Tp still xpat figure pahal mek xpat jumpa nya. Takut ka? Mungkin juak. Friendzone after jumpa? Benda ya normal kali hahaha. Mls mok pike. Tapi knk Azah??? Knk kau xmok jumpa nya eh? Netauk nya tunggu kau ka lamak tok... Haaa... Xkecian kau ngn nya? Haiyy.. Kecian but if bena jak nya rindu kmk. Nak? Tp kmk dpt rasalah mcm sik. Xkanlah nya rindu kmk or nunggu kmk nak? Nya boleh jak laaa layan mpuan lain nya maok. Nya kan retis, hensem gitewww... Boleh tahanlah. So? Kmk? Ish mustahil in this world laaaa nya mok rindu kmk!!! Boleh kerat jariklaa mun benaaa.. Cey loba abis eh. Tp ng bena bah. I really sure that I'm not his typical girl that he want. Jadi??? Typical girl mcm kmk tok sapa yg maok? Hmmm.. Wondering eh.. Ada pun yg suka tapi mcm seram sejuk jak eh.. Ish xmok cerita eh!!! Takut mek!!
Hmmmm... Mata Eleng.. Rindu mek panggilan namanya dolok. Create by me and Qama. Hahaha kwn mek. Tauk sik segal pa??? Hahaha lawak biss! Segal nya suka stalk kmk bah dolok time sekolah. Yalah mek duak gelar nya cmya. Ish! Jaik biss mek duak eh. Tp smpe kinek nya xtauk mek gelar nya gia hahaha. Mek yakin eh mun nya tauk konfirm nya manas ngn kmk. Haiyy sumpah mek rindu nya aieeeee... MOK JUMPA TAPI TAKUT!!!!!! REASON XTAUK PAHAL EH!!! Mmmm... Otakae... Saranghae nae chong sarang.... Maksudnya I love you my first love <3<3<3. Mek harap jakk nya sama rasa apa mek rasa. Tp mustahil laa nak ooo? Yalahtek.
"Loyalty is not how long the relationship will be last, but how long it stay in your heart..."
I miss you my flutist lover....
#pelangindah97
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